Thursday, March 26, 2009

Meimei :
(舍不得)
第一次你陪我坐着 我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着 还怕我难过
不追问到底为什么 是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么 一起哭了
我舍不得 可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得 最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了
不用担心我 我不爱你了
至少你记忆里的我 是微笑的
亲爱的 有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐
我舍不得 可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得 最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了 不用担心我
我走了
~ I'm not gona trust anyone ..
Blogged @ 6:44 AM
Friday, March 20, 2009
美美;爸爸,妈妈 ~ 对不起!我领你们失望了。。。
我也不想的 。。。但是我以经没有选择了。我真的不知所措,该如何是好 。。。爸爸妈妈,真的对不起 。我们不孝, 不自爱, 不听话 。养了我十五年,都白养了 。我真的好有压力, 就快透不过气了 。爸爸妈妈, 你们一定要好好照顾自己,等我回来 。。。~ My family made me the person i am today !爸爸妈妈,我爱你们!
Blogged @ 11:11 PM
MEIMEI ;
I DON'T CARE !
Feelings
I used to have aren't there,
and for the first time in so long
I really don't care !
TO YOU :
~ MISERY ~
Do you ever think about me ?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep ?
In the middle of the night, when you are awake ...
Are you calling out my name ?
Forget him
Forget his name, forget his face
Forget his kiss,
His warm embrace
Forget the love you once knew
Remember he has someone new
Forget him when they played your song
Remember when you cried all night long
Forget how close you two once were
Remember he has chosen her
Forget you memorized his walk
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the things he used to say
Remember he has gone away
Forget his laugh, forget his grin
Forget the way he held you tight
Remember he is with her tonight
Forget the time that went so fast
Forget the love that moved it's past
Forget he say that he will never leave you
Remember he's gone forever ...
~ Now, you are gone ...
Blogged @ 1:56 PM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
MEIMEI ;I WILL NEVER WRITE YOUR NAME YA !You are just my friend yeah !and there's no point avoiding ...Remaining as your friend, will it be better ?If yes, than let it be ba ...If getting out of KAMPONG, is the only way to avoid me ...Than i will do so ya .Stay where you are now, and I WILL STOP LOVING YOU !
Blogged @ 9:27 AM

MEIMEI ;
IF I COULD SHOW YOU HOW MUCH YOU HURT ME,
YOU WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO LOOK ME IN THE EYES AGAIN !
~ Have you ever realize how much pain and hurt, you bring to me ?
~ Are promises meant to be broken ?
~ Has the memories faded ?
~ Those open wounds you left me with
~ A broken heart ...
A broken heart is like a broken mirror
It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it .
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How many times did i have to cry before you would actually listen ...
I'm going to smile like nothing wrong,
talk like everythings prefect,
act like it's all a dream,
and pretend it's not hurting me ...
~ Thank you for those memories ...
You are no longer the ******** i know !
Blogged @ 7:08 AM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
MEIMEI ;
I sorry that i fucked things upand i'm sorry that sorry is never enough ...i'm sorry i'm not the most beautiful girl and i'm sorry i'm not prefecti'm sorry i'm not understandingi'm sorry i'm not smarti'm sorry i'm not good enoughi'm sorry i'm unreasonable
1000 words couldn't bring you back,
I know because i tried,
neither could 1000 tears, i know because i cried,
You left behind a broken heart
and happy memories too but
I never wanted memories,
i only wanted you.
~ when you are here, i love you
when you are there, i miss you
when you are gone, i need you
Obviously NGWENHAO, i want you ! KAMPONG, TAKECARE !
Blogged @ 3:51 AM
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I miss you when something really good happens,because you are the one i want to share it with.I miss you when something is troubling me,because you are the one who understands me so well.I miss you when i laugh and cry,because i know that you are the one whomakes my laughter grow and my tears disppears.I miss you all the time,but i miss you the most when i lie awake at nightand think of all the wonderful timesWe spent with each other for those were some of The best memorable times of my life !And now ... you are no longer mine ... no longer belong to me ... I wonder do you people miss how much i do ? probably no ba ...

Letting go isn't giving up
It's accepting that somethings aren't
Meant to be ...
~Letting the memories fade ...
Blogged @ 2:58 AM
Monday, March 16, 2009
美美:Saying goodbye isnt the hard part, knowing they are never coming back is ..
~ Goodbye KAMPONG
150209 ~ 170309
Have you ever heard a song from so long ago,
with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry ?
And didnt you wish that you could go back on time
to when everything is simpy and carefree?
Those are the songs that are sondtracks of our lives ..
That ones that bring us back our past .
~ best friends ~
~ first loves ~
~ broken hearts ~
and
m.e.m.o.r.i.e.s.
good and bad
Ben 10 :8 years of friends le ... We didnt contact for 7 years yet are fortunate to get back together .
friendship ~ A friend like you is just like a bra
Hard to find
Supportive
Comfortable
Always lift you up
Makes you look better
And always close to your heart !
Thank you for being my supportive bra .
Anyway ... Last longlonglong with Jouyee yaa . She is a nice girl . Treat her right yeah !
Jay (korkor):Thank You !
ThankYou for always having my back
ThankYou for always being there
You are my other half ~ my best kor !
I swear, you light up my life ! Smiles ~
dont ever take your baby to scare me le yeah ! naughynaughty !
Lianqi:Yeah ! Happy go lucky !
To be frank in the first place, i find you are petty guy . Ooopps !
Freaking entertaining ... gao siao !
But, now ... Hmmm ... you are men de yaa !
Nice to know you . But it doesnt last ...
Anyway, takecare yeah !
Wenyang:People ask to remove your top and bottom ?!
Just do so yaa .. dont deny .
You have fallen for her !
Remember nothing is as important as you ... Take good care of yourself ya !
If you notice you are at wrong, than do anything to get back everything .
Dont lose the chance given to you once and again ..
NEVER give up on someone who you cant go aday without thinking of ..
Wenhao(baby):32 days of memories ~ meant to be ...
Promises are meant to be broken ? sick of it le ya ..
Does it make any changes a day without me ?
Are you hurt without me ?
Without me, is it better ?
Im not at all ! Im used to ...
days being with you and only you ...
If you one day feel like crying ...
Call me
I dont promise you that ...
I will make you laugh
But im willing to cry with you
If one day you want yo run away
Dont be afraid to call me.
I dont promise to ask you to stop,
but i can run with you
If one day, you dont want to listen to anybody;
Call me and ...
I promise to be quiet
But ...
If one day ...
You call and there is no answer ...
Come fast to see me
Its hard to let go of someone you love
but there are times that you have to let go ...
Not because you want it that way,
its because ita more painful to hang on
~ Decision Making
I have made the wrong decision ...
Love is giving the person power to destroy you
but trusting them not to ..
May time heals all wounds,
get away every single things that remind of you ...
KAMPONG, TAKECARE !!!
Blogged @ 8:47 AM
Sunday, March 1, 2009
美美 ;KAMPONG LOVES !~WenHao~MeiMei~BeiBei~Jeviar~Jaymeson~Ben 10~WenYang~LianQi~Jacky~Joker* You guys light up my life yeah !Friends are like balloonsOnce you let them go, you cant get them back.So i gonna tie you people to my heart and i wont loose you all ya ..15 days of memories and it last longlonglong yeah !Kampong huat ya ! x3♥ I want a guy, not just any guybut just him ..
Blogged @ 4:46 AM